Day 19- Your biggest regret in life. (Life Lesson)
Hey guys! So once again I'm up late because I'm in the mood for typing. i swear these moods come and go. kinda like ocean tides. Plus i have alot on my mind tonight. I'm thinking about alot of negative things that has happened in my life. You would think after a while they would stop but they don't. I just don't get it. But anyways, enough about all that mess. Day 19 wants me to talk about my biggest regret. Ready, Set, Go!
Well, If you are reading this and you know me then you know what i am going to say next. I don't have any regrets. Never had regrets. I have life lessons that i have learned from. but i do not have any regrets. One should never have any regrets because if one does then they merely did not live their life right. I do not believe in regrets. Like i said that are called life lessons to me. That's just what i believe. End of story. Well not end of the blog but you know what i mean! LOL!
So, with that said, My biggest life lesson i have had to face so far is not trusting the one who raised me. that means not listening or understanding what she did or what she had to say. That person was my Grandma. She has told me so many things and i never listened. I never paid attention. I was that Grandchild that you couldn't talk to because i knew everything. I hated everyone including my Grandma because she didn't understand me. But that's what i thought. In the end, she did understand me. She was the only one that did. I am now figuring out the things she did were for a reason. But i didn't see that then. Its so weird Looking back then and seeing everything she did and understanding she had a purpose for doing those things. I just wish i had known all of this all along. I would have been a different person and i would have treated her with better respect.
There is so much that you all don't know about my life. I'm just not ready to talk about it just yet. Hopefully one day. Well guys there you have it. My biggest life lesson.
Until next time, Never forget where you came from<3
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Saturday, January 11, 2014
30 Day Blog Challenge!
Day 18- A book you could read over and over and never get sick of it.
Hey guys! Im back to my Blog Challenge. Today's challenge is asking me to talk about a book that i could read over and over and never get sick of it. This one should be a easy blog. Even though i have alot of books that i could read over and over. LOL! Well here goes nothing!
Books! I love books! The book that i could read over and over again would have to be Eat Pray Love. This book has it all. Love, hate, religion, etc. This woman talks about her life in this book. She talked about who she was and happened and how she was going to change and overcome the horrible things that happened to you. She traveled to the places that she had never been and found herself in all three places by Eating, Praying, and loving. And in the end she found love again. This book is absolutely awesome! Its one of my top favorites! Its a long and thick book but its one of those books that just sucks you in and you find yourself not wanting to put the book down. i love when books are like that. You cant put it down and you just keep reading and reading and flipping page after page just curious what the page is going to be about! Those are the books worth reading and worth buying. at first when i bought the book i thought wow this book was a little pricey. But after i read that book i no longer felt that way. Eay Pray Love was worth every penny that i spent on it. Definitely a must read.
Reading books is a favorite hobby of mine. Reading books is like taking a vacation. When i read certain books i just get sucked it and it feels like im actually there experiencing everything that im reading. I just love it. I never liked reading when in school because i was made to read and i could never pick books that i wanted to read. You were always told what books to read and i didnt like that. Even if you read the back of the book and you didnt connect with the book you were still told to read it! I dont believe in that! If you dont feel anything from reading the back of the book then you shouldnt get the book or read because your not going to like that. People shouldnt be pushed to read or read books they dont like. It ruins reading for those people.
Eat Pray Love i suggest that everyone reads that book. It will change your outlook on life! It changed mine!
Until next time, Live, Laugh, Love<3
Hey guys! Im back to my Blog Challenge. Today's challenge is asking me to talk about a book that i could read over and over and never get sick of it. This one should be a easy blog. Even though i have alot of books that i could read over and over. LOL! Well here goes nothing!
Books! I love books! The book that i could read over and over again would have to be Eat Pray Love. This book has it all. Love, hate, religion, etc. This woman talks about her life in this book. She talked about who she was and happened and how she was going to change and overcome the horrible things that happened to you. She traveled to the places that she had never been and found herself in all three places by Eating, Praying, and loving. And in the end she found love again. This book is absolutely awesome! Its one of my top favorites! Its a long and thick book but its one of those books that just sucks you in and you find yourself not wanting to put the book down. i love when books are like that. You cant put it down and you just keep reading and reading and flipping page after page just curious what the page is going to be about! Those are the books worth reading and worth buying. at first when i bought the book i thought wow this book was a little pricey. But after i read that book i no longer felt that way. Eay Pray Love was worth every penny that i spent on it. Definitely a must read.
Reading books is a favorite hobby of mine. Reading books is like taking a vacation. When i read certain books i just get sucked it and it feels like im actually there experiencing everything that im reading. I just love it. I never liked reading when in school because i was made to read and i could never pick books that i wanted to read. You were always told what books to read and i didnt like that. Even if you read the back of the book and you didnt connect with the book you were still told to read it! I dont believe in that! If you dont feel anything from reading the back of the book then you shouldnt get the book or read because your not going to like that. People shouldnt be pushed to read or read books they dont like. It ruins reading for those people.
Eat Pray Love i suggest that everyone reads that book. It will change your outlook on life! It changed mine!
Until next time, Live, Laugh, Love<3
Thursday, January 9, 2014
The unfixable bridge.
Hey guys! Im back. Sorry i havent written in a while. The holidays really had me busy from cooking to cleaning and all sorts of fun stuff! I was gonna do my next blog challenge but today I'm not. I'm going to be talking about something else today.
Well yesterday i lost my Grandfather Bobby. He was 69 years old. He wasn't the greatest person ever and he didn't really do any great things in his life either. He wasn't your average person if you get what I'm saying but everyone loved him for some strange reason ill never know. I mean for some reason i loved him too. I think it was because he did joke with you and he did love sports. I love sports as well. So i guess we had certain things in common. He wasn't one to listen to your problems most of the time but he did listen to mine. I could talk to him about anything and he would listen. He wouldn't judge me or turn me away, he would just listen. And that's what i loved about him. He was a good listener. We shared alot of good memories together. On that note i have to get something off my chest about someone who was close to me. I call it The Unfixable bridge.
Well today i went with my mother, uncle, and other uncle to the funeral home to discuss some information about the graveside service and things like that. Well, my uncle David and i got into it. He mentioned to my mom that he wanted to do what they had discussed if my Grandfather had life insurance. He said he wanted to get my Grandmother a headstone. I didn't have any problem with that but that the fact that we would be wasting the money because my Grandfather Ron was going to be getting a joint headstone. Those are the headstone where there are two spaces for names because my grandpa Ron wants my grandma to be buried with him when he dies. Well i was trying to explain that to my Uncle and he flipped. He ended up saying really hurtful things to me for no reason and said hurtful things about my Grandpa Ron. I want to know why do people act like that. Why are there so many hateful people in this world like him. I mean he doesn't care about my family, he doesn't come around. He didn't come around my Grandpa Bobby when he was alive. So why is he here now? Why do people do that to their families? Do they know how much they hurt their family when they say and do things like that? He claims hes a christian and he loves God. But if you actually love God then you wouldn't act that way and do those things to your family. Even if things in the past wasn't all peachy. God tells us to forgive. I know for a fact that I'm no Holy Roller and i do things that I'm not proud of on occasion but I do love God and i do ask for forgiveness all the time. We are not ones to judge others. I'm not judging anybody i just want to know why he did his family this way. And why people treat their families this way. I tried to get close to him, i did. He wouldn't let me. I always tried to get close to him and he always pushed me away. I always wanted us to have a relationship like me and my Uncle Steve. But that never happened. I guess i just wasn't the niece he was expecting. I guess i wasn't good enough for him to be close to. I thought for sure that he and i would be close after the death of my Uncle Steve but it never happened. My uncle Steve and him were just to different people i guess. His whole family I'm not close to. His whole family has nothing to do with me and my side of the family. Its really sad. I guess we aren't cut out to be his family. We're just not good enough for his family. But you know, its all good. God is seeing how he is acting and treating his family. God will take care of it! My uncle has burnt his bridge with me and it will no longer be fixable. I cant have someone like that in my life. I forgive him for what he has done and things he has said, but i will never forget. I will not be surrounded by someone with that kind of attitude and negativity. Its not good. That is merely the Devil and i don't want to have anything to do with the Devil.
What i want you to take from my blog today is please keep your family close. Don't push your family away. You will always need your family no matter what. They may be mean, hateful or what have you. They may not be the family that you always wanted but please keep them close. Never take your family for granted. Don't act like your better than your family because that attitude will get you know where. Once you act like that you'll burn bridges that you wished you still had with people that at one time loved you. At the end of the day God is the one who judges.
"Never forget where you came from"<3
Well yesterday i lost my Grandfather Bobby. He was 69 years old. He wasn't the greatest person ever and he didn't really do any great things in his life either. He wasn't your average person if you get what I'm saying but everyone loved him for some strange reason ill never know. I mean for some reason i loved him too. I think it was because he did joke with you and he did love sports. I love sports as well. So i guess we had certain things in common. He wasn't one to listen to your problems most of the time but he did listen to mine. I could talk to him about anything and he would listen. He wouldn't judge me or turn me away, he would just listen. And that's what i loved about him. He was a good listener. We shared alot of good memories together. On that note i have to get something off my chest about someone who was close to me. I call it The Unfixable bridge.
Well today i went with my mother, uncle, and other uncle to the funeral home to discuss some information about the graveside service and things like that. Well, my uncle David and i got into it. He mentioned to my mom that he wanted to do what they had discussed if my Grandfather had life insurance. He said he wanted to get my Grandmother a headstone. I didn't have any problem with that but that the fact that we would be wasting the money because my Grandfather Ron was going to be getting a joint headstone. Those are the headstone where there are two spaces for names because my grandpa Ron wants my grandma to be buried with him when he dies. Well i was trying to explain that to my Uncle and he flipped. He ended up saying really hurtful things to me for no reason and said hurtful things about my Grandpa Ron. I want to know why do people act like that. Why are there so many hateful people in this world like him. I mean he doesn't care about my family, he doesn't come around. He didn't come around my Grandpa Bobby when he was alive. So why is he here now? Why do people do that to their families? Do they know how much they hurt their family when they say and do things like that? He claims hes a christian and he loves God. But if you actually love God then you wouldn't act that way and do those things to your family. Even if things in the past wasn't all peachy. God tells us to forgive. I know for a fact that I'm no Holy Roller and i do things that I'm not proud of on occasion but I do love God and i do ask for forgiveness all the time. We are not ones to judge others. I'm not judging anybody i just want to know why he did his family this way. And why people treat their families this way. I tried to get close to him, i did. He wouldn't let me. I always tried to get close to him and he always pushed me away. I always wanted us to have a relationship like me and my Uncle Steve. But that never happened. I guess i just wasn't the niece he was expecting. I guess i wasn't good enough for him to be close to. I thought for sure that he and i would be close after the death of my Uncle Steve but it never happened. My uncle Steve and him were just to different people i guess. His whole family I'm not close to. His whole family has nothing to do with me and my side of the family. Its really sad. I guess we aren't cut out to be his family. We're just not good enough for his family. But you know, its all good. God is seeing how he is acting and treating his family. God will take care of it! My uncle has burnt his bridge with me and it will no longer be fixable. I cant have someone like that in my life. I forgive him for what he has done and things he has said, but i will never forget. I will not be surrounded by someone with that kind of attitude and negativity. Its not good. That is merely the Devil and i don't want to have anything to do with the Devil.
What i want you to take from my blog today is please keep your family close. Don't push your family away. You will always need your family no matter what. They may be mean, hateful or what have you. They may not be the family that you always wanted but please keep them close. Never take your family for granted. Don't act like your better than your family because that attitude will get you know where. Once you act like that you'll burn bridges that you wished you still had with people that at one time loved you. At the end of the day God is the one who judges.
"Never forget where you came from"<3
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