Tuesday, November 26, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 7- Your Favorite childhood toys.

I have made it to Day 7. Day 7 wants me to write about my favorite childhood toys. This one is going to be fun!

My favorite childhood toys when I was growing up were:

1. My Barbies! I loved playing with my barbies. When I was playing with barbies, they made me feel like I was a fashion designer!

2. My baby dolls! I loved playing with my baby dolls. They made me feel like I was a mommy!

3. My Barbie car! I loved driving and playing with my Barbie car! It was so much fun! I felt like it was real! So fun!

4. My board games! Loved playing with them! I loved taking the money from monopoly and putting it my purse! I thought I had so much money! :)

5. My Nintendo 64! I loved playing with my video game! Super Mario kart bros was my favorite! My second favorite was the Nascar game! I had a pedal and wheel! So fun!

6. My karaoke machine! I still remember when I got that one year for Christmas! That was my best Christmas! That gift was awesome! I loved that thing! I sang on that thing all the time!

7. My stuffed animals! I loved playing with them! When I was little they were my friends! I talked to them and they made me feel better! They were always there when I was sad or upset! They always caught my tears! <3

Well, there you have guys! My list of my favorite childhood toys! There isn't many because I really didn't have that many toys growing up! I had these and I liked to play pretend all the time! You really don't need to toys to play pretend! I also read when I was a kid!

So, until next time, "Silly rabbit, Trix are for kids" :)

Monday, November 25, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 6- your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Well, this one is going to be interesting. Day 6 wants me to talk about my zodiac sign and does it fit my personality. This will be fun!

I honestly don't really believe in horoscopes and things like that. But I do believe that my zodiac sign really fits me and my personality. The traits are identical to how I am and my moods. My zodiac sign is Pisces. Pisces are the most impressionable of the twelve zodiac signs. Deeply empathetic, they often exhibit a gentle, patient nature, but one that is in want of inspiration. Pisces can be deeply affected by and completely absorbed into their environment.  Loving, spiritual, sympathetic, in-tune, easy to get along with, artistic, romantic. Pisces are caring, intuitive mates and favor the security of long-term monogamous relationships. Love comes easily and naturally to Pisces. Hopelessly romantic, Pisces are affectionate, committed and loyal partners. Pisces have the natural ability to read and understand their mate's feelings and needs fairly effortlessly. Quite often, that can lead to a lot of hurt for gentle Pisces who might not too easily find a mate that "gets" them quite the same way.

Those traits are so me all the way. I'm very needy and I am such a hopeless romantic! I know why now! LOL! I really do know how to read people and how they are feeling or what they are feeling. I've always been able to do that! Now I know why. This is really cool to find out all about this stuff. I mean I knew about Pisces being sensitive and needy. I just didn't know about us being empathetic, patient, spiritual, etc. Very, very cool information!

Well there you have it! That's my sign and I'm sticking to it! LOL! I do not believe in astrology. I do, however,  believe the personality traits of Pisces. They are the traits that I have and make who I am! This is so cool and very exciting!

The personality trait info came from http://www.thepiscessign.com/

Until next time, "Love yourself for who you are" :)

Saturday, November 23, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 5- Your favorite comfort foods and why.

Well hello day 5, I've been expecting you! As you all read Day 5 wants me to write about my favorite comfort foods and why they are my comfort foods. Well this one is a piece of cake! Ha ha! Let me warn you I have different comfort foods that go with my mood so this blog might be a little long and you'll probably want food after you read it! I'm wondering should I put a warning on this blog? LOL!

First things first, I love food. This has been my biggest struggle and my biggest downfall that I have faced since I was young. But when I got older I learned tips and tricks from family, friends, and the Internet to help that. Sometimes I don't use them and sometimes I do. Like I said earlier I have comfort foods that go along with what kind of mood I am in! Are you ready?

1. Sweets. Sweets are my number one comfort food. I have a sweet tooth. My favorite sweet Ice cream! Mint chocolate chip is my favorite! I crave different sweets and ice creams when I'm in different moods. Its just something about Ice cream that it doesn't matter what mood I am in I can eat it!

2. Thanksgiving foods. I know your only suppose to eat those on Thanksgiving but me, I can eat them any day of the week! It doesn't matter. Turkey, stuffing, yams, deviled eggs, green bean casserole, etc. SO GOOD! Something about these foods it just comforts your heart and tummy and just makes you feel so warm and cozy! And I love to feel that way any time of the year! :)

3. Greek salads! I love this salad. It is my favorite salad of all time. I have to thank my Grandma for that! I was eating Greek Salads ever since I was old enough to eat grown up foods! This salad is absolutely amazing! From the feta cheese, to the oil and vinegar, every inch of this salad tastes like heaven from start to finish! One day I will taste a fresh Greek salad from Greece! :)

4. Pasta! Any kind of pasta will do! I love pasta so much! I love the different kind of noodles and sauces you can make to make pasta! Pasta to me is another food that warms your heart. I think this is my downfall for loosing weight because anything pasta or bread related is bad for you when your trying to eat healthy! I could give up bread but I cant give up pasta! :)

5. McDonald's French fries! I love their French fries. The taste of them I crave ever once in a while and they are so good! I don't eat McDonald's all the time, so when I do it really comforts my tummy! I don't know what they do to their fries but they are not like any other fry out there I don't care what anybody says! McDonald's has the best fries! :D

6. Peanut butter! I absolutely love peanut butter just as much as I love chocolate or any other sweet! Any food that has peanut butter in it is so good! Peanut butter really coats and comforts your insides really well! It just makes your forget all the bad things that happened in your day if you had any! Peanut butter is like the multipurpose spread for almost anything. It almost goes with anything! It just tastes so good! I LOVE IT! :D

7. Burger King Whoppers! Their burgers are ahhhmazzinggg! I love them so! With extra onion and pickle! UGH, talk about yummy! So good! The whopper to me, taste just like I would cook it on the grill myself! I think that's why I love burger king so much! That charcoal taste is the best! Gotta love Charcoal grills! :-P

8. Lastly and finally, Grapes! I love Grapes! My favorite Grapes are the Red Seedless grapes! OMG, I could eat them all day and all night! I could eat a whole bag of them in one sitting! I don't recommend that though! I've done with my Grandma before while we were watching a lifetime movie! We ate the whole bag like they were popcorn! LOL! I don't know what it is about those grapes but they are so good! Especially if they are really fresh! They are so juicy and crunchy! It just comforts my tummy so much better than chips could any day! LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM! :D

Well, there you have it guys! My list of comfort foods that I love so much and why I love them so! They make any bad day good! <3

Until next time, "If your afraid of butter, use cream" -Julia child

Friday, November 22, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 4- Your views on Religion.

So, day 4 is here. I figured I would write my challenge now instead of waiting until later. I wont be around to write it later. Today is my Mother's birthday and we're going out to celebrate! Anyways, my views on religion. I can do this one with no problem. So here it goes..

Well, my views on religion are simple. Believe in God. The maker and creator of all things. The one who made me, made, my lover, and who made you! That's what I believe. I believe if you don't believe in God you will not go to heaven. Plain and simple. Not only to I believe in God but I also believe when you do believe in God you must confess your love by getting baptized in front of witnesses! This shows your love for him and shows your not afraid to tell the world about God and the things he has done and will do for you!

There are many people in this world who don't believe in him nor what to believe or do anything to prove their love for him. So I want to ask people, why prove your love any other way? If you cant prove your love to the one person you made who you are, why prove your love anywhere else. Like, to your true love, to your children, to your animals, your grandchildren, etc. Its the same thing. You and your partner love each other but to show that you love each other you decide to get married. Not only to get married for each other but you get married in front your family, friends, and people you don't know to show how much you love each other. So why cant people do that for God?

Look, please don't think I am this bible thumbing goody to shoes that doesn't do anything wrong. I do. There was a time that I didn't believe in God, didn't go to church, and did things that I'm not proud of. I was a rebellious teenager who didn't care what people told me and didn't listen to my loved ones who was trying to tell me wrong from right. I knew everything, you couldn't tell me nothing. Then my Grandma started going to church. She found the Lord. I thought at that time I did. I was going to church, going to Sunday school, going to youth group meetings, church events, youth events, etc. But I found out my heart wasn't in it. There was something missing but I couldn't figure it out. So I just brushed it off and just played along. Well, then suddenly my grandma passed away. After that, my love, heart, and soul released from him. That's the worse thing possible you can ever let happen. but I did. I no longer believed in him or anything. I totally lost my way. So, I started heading now the wrong road. I started drinking. Keep in mind I'm only 17-18 years old. I started smoking marijuana right after that. And I had the bad habit of smoking cigarettes. I thought I was so cool but also it was the only way I knew how to deal with my loss of my grandma. So this played out for a year. Then 2008 came. I met the love of my life. I think God had something to do with this I swear. Suddenly, things started looking up for me. We started going to church together. Reading the bible together. We both found the Lord together. So, we got baptized together! It was the best day of my life! I had found the Lord again! I had showed him that I love him and still believe in him! It was amazing! We even confessed our love in front of strangers and loved ones! It was the greatest feeling I ever felt!

So, you see I wasn't always loyal to God. I strayed from him. But the good thing is he knows that you are going to stray. He knows there is going to be a time when you question his reasons for everything. But the good news is that he doesn't care. He doesn't care if you hurt him, he doesn't care that you stab him in the back, he doesn't care that your not perfect, he doesn't care that you've made mistakes. He will always and forever love you! That love is the greatest love of all! His love is like no other! He loves you no matter what! His love you can count on to always be there. You never have to second guess it! He even loved us so much that he sent his son to die for us, died for our sins, just so we could have eternal and everlasting life with God in heaven! Now that's true love! Who doesn't want that in their life?

Well, there you have it. That is my view on religion. If you don't believe or your struggling with your faith, please just talk to him. Talk to the Lord about it because he can hear and he's waiting for you to talk to him. Talk to him like a friend because honestly, he is your friend. He will listen and he will answer. He may not answer right away but he will answer. You just have to have patience. "Patience is a virtue."

Until next time, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."- Deuteronomy 31:6

Thursday, November 21, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 3- Your top 5 pet peeves.

So, day 3 is here. Sorry I'm a little late writing. I've been consumed by "Charmed." This TV show is so addicting. I'm watching it everyday and every night. Anyways, back to the subject. Day 3 wants me to write about my top 5 pet peeves. I have so many pet peeves I really don't know how to narrow them done to my top 5. Well, looks like ima have to. LOL!

My top 5 pet peeves:

1. Smacking lips. I cannot stand that. Its the one I cant stand the most. Its so annoying and the sound is awful just like nails scratching on a chalk board. I have no idea what started this pet peeve but I've had it since I was young. The smacking of lips while people are eating and chewing is beyond gross. I hate for people to eat potato chips and make them crunch! Ugh! Just talking about this pet peeve is making my skin crawl!

2. People who snore. This is just as annoying as smacking lips. I don't know when this pet peeve started either but it has annoyed me since I was young. I cannot stand people who snore. The sound is so irritating just like the sound of nails on a chalk board or someone smacking their lips. I don't know why it bothers me but it does. When I hear it I cant sleep what so ever! Its a annoying sound in my ear that I cant stop no matter what I do! So when I cant sleep its a problem. That's why I cant stand for someone to snore. People say its something they cant control but I beg to differ with them! It is! I am a witness. My boyfriend can stop snoring depending on how he sleeps and if I tell him to stop. So that whole, I cant control thing is crap! LOL!

3. Leaving the toilet seat up. This one is so annoying. You don't know how many times I've sat down on the toilet and the seat has been up! OMG! Talk about furious! Like what is so hard with putting the toilet seat down. If you lift it up you should be able to sit it back down. UGH! So gross!

4. People who leave the TV on while sleeping. I don't know why this bothers me but it does. Yet I have to sleep with a night light. But that's different! Sleeping with the TV on is ridiculous! It does not serve a purpose! Its just more noise in the room while you are trying to go to sleep! ANNOYING!! If your tired, turn the damn thing off and go to bed! LOL!

5. Lastly, I cannot stand for someone to talk during a movie! UGH! I guess that's why I don't go to the movie theater all the time like I use to when I was a teenager. I've grown up and I cant stand noises and people talking while I'm trying to watch a movie that I paid money to see! How rude! If you want to talk why even come to the movie theater! I mean seriously! They could have went out to dinner or the bowling alley or something! Its so frustrating! That's why Billy and I don't go to the movies anymore because of the people not having any respect for other people watching the movie! What happened to respect?!? I guess people just don't give a damn anymore and that's sad. That's why the world is the way it is!

So there you have it. Those are my top 5 pet peeves! All of these things bother me but I'm slowly learning how to deal with them! Ive come along way but it is still difficult!

Until next time, "Don't get mad, get Glad" :)

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 2- where you'd like to be in 10 years.

So, Day 2 has approached. Not sure how I feel about it. I haven't really sat down and thought about where id like to be in 10 years since I was a teenager. So this one is going to be a little tricky for me to write about. Plus, I am already living in my own home. I already have the love of my life. And I already have child. She may be a dog but she is still my child. So, I pretty much have everything I could possibly want. Well, I guess not everything. So here it goes...

Where id like to be in 10 years? Let me see... The year will be 2023. Id like to be in my same home, with the same man, and with the same dog. I hope to be married in 10 years. I hope Billy and I finally tie the knot together in front of our family and friends that love us, FINALLY! LOL! I hope to be a wife in 10 years. One of my dreams I've been dreaming about for a while now. Being married and being a wife is something I've looked forward to for quite sometime. Just the thought of my wedding just gives me butterflies. Yeah, I'm a little kid a heart. Nothings gonna change that. I hope Billy and I finally are able to afford the wedding of our dreams. Then after our wedding I hope to go on our honeymoon. I don't wanna wait like most people that I know. I want take my honeymoon like tradition, right after the wedding. Our dream honeymoon is going to Disneyland. We both have never been and have always wanted to go. So, I guess you can say we both are kids at heart! I guess that's why we are so good together.

Id like to be a college graduate in 10 years. I hope have finished one of my life stepping stones that I never got to finish in high school. Walking across the stage to receive my college degree means everything to me. Its another dream of mine that I will eventually achieve. I want to be done with school and start working in the profession that I chose. Working at a daycare with children is my calling. Its something that I have always wanted to do. I had to figure it out the hard way but I'm glad I finally did. I always thought that when chasing your dream job you just had to think practical. Like money and financial practical. Billy should me that its okay that my dream job I wont be making a lot of money because its something that I love doing. Doing something that I love is worth more than any job that pays a lot of money. Glad he taught me that.

Id like to be a soon to be mom or a mom in 10 years. This topic, "Motherhood" I've dodged quite a bit. I've gone back and forth. Saying I wanted children, to I don't want children, to I don't know. Yeah I'm quite flippy floppy when it comes to being a mom. I guess because I'm scared. That's the root of the problem. I'm scared and terrified of being a mom. The things that have happened to me I really don't want that for my children. I'm scared I'm going to treat my children like I was treated. I really don't want that either for my children. I honestly keep thinking I'm not going to be a good mom. I'm really scared that they are going to end up like me. I mean don't get me wrong I'm a good person and all but I wasn't always like that. I don't think I could handle who I was with my children. I don't think I could handle my children drinking and smoking at a young age. I also don't think this world is a good place to raise children. Right now there is so much violence. Its so not safe for children. I really don't think I could handle things like this if I had children. Honestly though I have done a lot of thinking if you couldn't tell. I finally just let all of this go a couple of months. I thought if I have kids I have kids and if I don't, I don't. If I do, its okay because God and my loved ones are going to be there for me. I wont be by myself if I do have children. Yes having and raising children is scary, but everything in life is scary. Growing up, moving out, going to school, finding your true love, loosing loved ones, believing in something you cant see, buying a house, getting married, etc. All of these are scary but we do them because they are dreams that we have and want them to come true. So, when it comes down to it, I want children. I hope in 10 years or so, I hope to become a soon to be mom or a mom.

Finally, I'd like to be a little thinner in 10 years. I hope by then I get this laziness together and start exercising. I want to be thinner than what I am now. I even know what I need to do I'm just to damn lazy to do it. So, I'm hoping in 10 years this laziness has left and that I'm thinner by 2023. What a goal right? To be thin by 2023. That's a long way away. But you have to start somewhere right? I'm thinking the first of the year I'm going to get serious with exercising. I want to be healthy and I want to have a healthy body. I'm tired of being big. I'm tired of looking in the mirror and seeing my body. I mean don't get me wrong I love myself. I love who I am, I just want to be a healthier me from the inside out. So I don't want to loose drastic weight. I don't want to be super skinny. I just want to be healthy. And I will. I will get there. So in 10 years I can look back and say, I met my goal! :)

So, that is where I want to be in 10 years. I thought at first, I was going to have a hard time with this. When I started it, my thoughts just came out without much trouble. To me, these are goals. I will have these goals accomplished eventually. I just have to be patient!

Until next time, keep your dreams unlimited! :)

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge!

Day 1-Your current relationship. If single, discuss being single.

Well, Day 1 has approached me. A little fast but its still here. So as you can see Day 1 wants me to discuss my current relationship. Its not bad. I can handle talking about the love of my life. Not sure if he is going to like it, but oh well. I am happy and I'm the luckiest girl in the world. So everyone in the world needs to know too! I am not ashamed of anything, especially my love life! I'm the exact opposite! I love telling people about my love story! "Its a love story, baby just say yes!" Yes I just quoted Taylor Swift! I'm such a geek! Well here goes my story, you ready?!

My current relationship. I'm in a relationship. I have a boyfriend. We have been together for 5 years. We met in 2008 and started dating in that same year. It was like a dream come true. Just a few weeks before meeting him I was thinking I was never going to find my true love. Someone who loves me for who I am. Who can handle that I'm not your typical girly girl. I'm  a little rough around the edges the saying goes. Who loves me, my mind, my body, and my soul. I had given up looking. I figured that if God wanted me to be with someone he would bring them to me. I mean I had all the time in the world. I was only 19. So what's the rush, I told myself. Then after that it was like God did his magic, and Billy and I found each other. Its really like a fairy tale but not the kind you read in your books. Or even the children books. It's the kind that when you an adult, you dream of. As an adult, you meet someone when you least expect it. It sort of sneaks up on you like hugs from behind. And it just transforms your heart, your soul, and your mind from hate and self pity, to love, kindness, and happiness. It makes you feel all warm, cozy, and fuzzy like your favorite blanket you curl up with while drinking you favorite cup of coffee! That's my fairy tale!

I don't regret anything about our relationship. Everything that  happened has happened for a reason. Our relationship back then was like a roller coaster. We started dating and we were so high up I couldn't see the ground. Next thing you know we come back down and we are so far down we couldn't see up. It was like that for a while. Billy and I had some things that we were trying to hide and things we didn't want each other to know. That was a bad idea. It led us to doing things to each other that we shouldn't have been doing. But once again, with the Lord's help we were able to make it through. All boyfriend and girlfriend relationships go through a rough time. I think God has something to do with that. To see if you and your partner are really meant to be together. I'm kind of glad he did do that because I tell you what, it has made Billy and I stronger has partners. We have grown so much since 2009. I mean we had our arguments since that year but nothing like when we first started out. A lot of our conflicts was because of us not being out on our own. Not having our own place and things like that. But that gift was given to us just a few months ago. In February to be exact! Since we've had our own place, we don't argue that much. I mean we get on each other nerves but honestly that's our own little thing we do sometimes to show our love for one another. We like to aggravate each other. Sometimes is our way of showing the other that we need something. I cant go into deeper explanation but you should get what I'm saying. LOL! Another cool thing about our relationship, we both were each others firsts. That, that right there is worth all the waiting in the world when you find someone who is your first and you are theirs!

Billy is definitely my best friend. Actually we both are each others best friends. We kind of balance each other out. We bring each other up when one of us is down. He tells me exactly what I don't want to hear. Sometimes that annoys me and I get angry but at the same time I need someone to tell me the truth. And he does just that. He comforts me afterwards because it hurts. But I like that. I'm glad he's like that. I love who he is. Everything about him. He has made me a better person since I've been with him. When he met me, I was a wild child. I was drinking, smoking, and smoking cigarettes. Looking back I don't know why he fell in love with someone like me but I guess he seen inside of me. I guess he fell in love my with soul. Which if you think about it, that's kind of cool. He helped me kick my addictions and become someone I loved again. After that, I could finally look at myself in the mirror and actually like what I see. I felt happier and good about myself. He helped me apply to college. and since then I've been a college student. He honestly saved my life. I swear he and God must be working together because they sure have changed my life ALOT!

Looking back at all of this, just helps me to see how blessed I am to have such a wonderful man in my life. We will eventually get married. We haven't yet because I want a beautiful wedding that I will never forget and I don't want anyone to help with the money part. So that's gonna take some time. I want my dream wedding and I am eventually going to get it. I'm patience.

So, with that, My relationship has taught me a lot. It has taught me that I must be patient. I waited for the right one to come along and he did. I just had to be patient. It has taught me that you never judge a book by its cover. Always love from the inside out. It has taught me that actions speak louder than words. Love today for tomorrow is not promised. Good things come to those who wait. 

Until next time, "All you need is love" :)

Monday, November 18, 2013

30 Day Blog Challenge! Why not right?

 
so I found this on my cousin's blog and it looked very interesting to do! So I figured shoot why not! Well I would get started tonight but I really wanna spend quality time with my love! So Day 1 will just have to wait till tomorrow! So until next time, "Don't worry, be happy!" :)

Saturday, November 16, 2013

Blogger fever! Oh yeah i've got it!

OH I'VE MISSED IT!!!

Well as you can guess from the title I'm having Blogger fever! Is there such a thing I have no idea but I swear to you its legit. I was reading my blogs the other night in my living room watching "Charmed" and I was like OMG I have to start blogging again, I miss it! So here I am at 7:34am writing a blog. I have to tell you guys it feels good! Wow, what a geek I am!

Anyways, enough of that! So, lets see the last time I wrote was back in May telling you all about my home, my NEW life, and our wonderful new addition! Well things haven't changed really. I just finished my Summer camp counselor job in August. I sort of wish that it was a full time job just to help Billy out with bills. But things happen for a reason I guess. After work was over, I pretty much just do things around the house to pass the time. I guess you can call me a "Housegirlfriend." You can't call me a housewife, I ain't married, yet! I tell you what though I sure do miss college. Oh yeah, about college, that's something new added to my lists of things that has changed.

College, well back in February we were moving and as we were in the process of moving, I started having assignments due in my classes and there was no way of me getting those assignments done. So I dropped my classes without being penalized. Well, at least I thought I wasn't going to get penalized. Wrong! Since I had dropped out too early, and in the process of that I received my financial refund check, I now in order to return to school I have to pay that refund back! So for now, I won't be attending school anytime soon because the amount is $773.00! Crazy, right? I know! But like I always say, things in life happen for a reason. God for some reason didn't want me to go to school for fall or for next spring. I have no idea why, he just did! And you know what, I'm okay with that! I'm okay that this happened maybe I needed a break or maybe I needed this time off so I can see that I shouldn't take school for granted because it could be gone in a blink of an eye!

Since that I have a lot of time to myself. I kinda like it actually. I just bought Elizabeth Gilbert's new book "The Signature of all things" so far it's an awesome book! I love her books! I mean this one is fiction but it's just something about how she writes it doesn't matter if its fiction or non-fiction you just love it and fall in love with it! She is one of my favorite writers! It would be a dream of mine to meet her one day! Funny thing, I do want to write my own book one day! Even though starting this blog a while back I kinda feel like I've already started writing my book! LOL! I know, I'm such a dreamer its ridiculous! But for real I really do wanna write my own one day! I wanna tell my story for the whole world to read! I wanna write everything has happened to me throughout my whole life! I have no idea why, I just do. I want people to read about my life. I guess because I made it through it all! I'm a stronger and better person because of all the things that happened to me. I guess I also want to write about finding the Lord. My own personal story about finding the Lord and that he is real and people should believe in him! I will do it one day!

I was gonna talk about a couple months back about what happened between my mother and my stepfather but its not worth talking about. All I will say that it was a lesson learned. I will never ask for help from her again because since mine and my step dad's fall out, he will no longer allow my mother to do anything for me! It hurts, it hurts really bad. But you know, its okay because he may think he's winning with all his hate but he's not. He's the one suffering because the Devil loves hate and that's all I have to say about that! Its just sad that my mother has to be subjected to such hate and she chooses her husband over her daughter but again its okay. I've got all the people I need to help me out! I'm grateful and blessed for those people. God has them in my life for a reason and that reason I don't know but I am truly grateful!

So with all of that its very important to have the Lord in your life. He makes things so much better and easier. He brings people in your life that you need to survive and get through your life. He is such a wonderful person to do that. To love us that much, to make sure we are okay, to loves us even though we stray from him!

Until next time, God is the reason for the season! :)