Day 1-Your current relationship. If single, discuss being single.
Well, Day 1 has approached me. A little fast but its still here. So as you can see Day 1 wants me to discuss my current relationship. Its not bad. I can handle talking about the love of my life. Not sure if he is going to like it, but oh well. I am happy and I'm the luckiest girl in the world. So everyone in the world needs to know too! I am not ashamed of anything, especially my love life! I'm the exact opposite! I love telling people about my love story! "Its a love story, baby just say yes!" Yes I just quoted Taylor Swift! I'm such a geek! Well here goes my story, you ready?!
My current relationship. I'm in a relationship. I have a boyfriend. We have been together for 5 years. We met in 2008 and started dating in that same year. It was like a dream come true. Just a few weeks before meeting him I was thinking I was never going to find my true love. Someone who loves me for who I am. Who can handle that I'm not your typical girly girl. I'm a little rough around the edges the saying goes. Who loves me, my mind, my body, and my soul. I had given up looking. I figured that if God wanted me to be with someone he would bring them to me. I mean I had all the time in the world. I was only 19. So what's the rush, I told myself. Then after that it was like God did his magic, and Billy and I found each other. Its really like a fairy tale but not the kind you read in your books. Or even the children books. It's the kind that when you an adult, you dream of. As an adult, you meet someone when you least expect it. It sort of sneaks up on you like hugs from behind. And it just transforms your heart, your soul, and your mind from hate and self pity, to love, kindness, and happiness. It makes you feel all warm, cozy, and fuzzy like your favorite blanket you curl up with while drinking you favorite cup of coffee! That's my fairy tale!
I don't regret anything about our relationship. Everything that happened has happened for a reason. Our relationship back then was like a roller coaster. We started dating and we were so high up I couldn't see the ground. Next thing you know we come back down and we are so far down we couldn't see up. It was like that for a while. Billy and I had some things that we were trying to hide and things we didn't want each other to know. That was a bad idea. It led us to doing things to each other that we shouldn't have been doing. But once again, with the Lord's help we were able to make it through. All boyfriend and girlfriend relationships go through a rough time. I think God has something to do with that. To see if you and your partner are really meant to be together. I'm kind of glad he did do that because I tell you what, it has made Billy and I stronger has partners. We have grown so much since 2009. I mean we had our arguments since that year but nothing like when we first started out. A lot of our conflicts was because of us not being out on our own. Not having our own place and things like that. But that gift was given to us just a few months ago. In February to be exact! Since we've had our own place, we don't argue that much. I mean we get on each other nerves but honestly that's our own little thing we do sometimes to show our love for one another. We like to aggravate each other. Sometimes is our way of showing the other that we need something. I cant go into deeper explanation but you should get what I'm saying. LOL! Another cool thing about our relationship, we both were each others firsts. That, that right there is worth all the waiting in the world when you find someone who is your first and you are theirs!
Billy is definitely my best friend. Actually we both are each others best friends. We kind of balance each other out. We bring each other up when one of us is down. He tells me exactly what I don't want to hear. Sometimes that annoys me and I get angry but at the same time I need someone to tell me the truth. And he does just that. He comforts me afterwards because it hurts. But I like that. I'm glad he's like that. I love who he is. Everything about him. He has made me a better person since I've been with him. When he met me, I was a wild child. I was drinking, smoking, and smoking cigarettes. Looking back I don't know why he fell in love with someone like me but I guess he seen inside of me. I guess he fell in love my with soul. Which if you think about it, that's kind of cool. He helped me kick my addictions and become someone I loved again. After that, I could finally look at myself in the mirror and actually like what I see. I felt happier and good about myself. He helped me apply to college. and since then I've been a college student. He honestly saved my life. I swear he and God must be working together because they sure have changed my life ALOT!
Looking back at all of this, just helps me to see how blessed I am to have such a wonderful man in my life. We will eventually get married. We haven't yet because I want a beautiful wedding that I will never forget and I don't want anyone to help with the money part. So that's gonna take some time. I want my dream wedding and I am eventually going to get it. I'm patience.
So, with that, My relationship has taught me a lot. It has taught me that I must be patient. I waited for the right one to come along and he did. I just had to be patient. It has taught me that you never judge a book by its cover. Always love from the inside out. It has taught me that actions speak louder than words. Love today for tomorrow is not promised. Good things come to those who wait.
Until next time, "All you need is love" :)
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