OH I'VE MISSED IT!!!
Well as you can guess from the title I'm having Blogger fever! Is there such a thing I have no idea but I swear to you its legit. I was reading my blogs the other night in my living room watching "Charmed" and I was like OMG I have to start blogging again, I miss it! So here I am at 7:34am writing a blog. I have to tell you guys it feels good! Wow, what a geek I am!
Anyways, enough of that! So, lets see the last time I wrote was back in May telling you all about my home, my NEW life, and our wonderful new addition! Well things haven't changed really. I just finished my Summer camp counselor job in August. I sort of wish that it was a full time job just to help Billy out with bills. But things happen for a reason I guess. After work was over, I pretty much just do things around the house to pass the time. I guess you can call me a "Housegirlfriend." You can't call me a housewife, I ain't married, yet! I tell you what though I sure do miss college. Oh yeah, about college, that's something new added to my lists of things that has changed.
College, well back in February we were moving and as we were in the process of moving, I started having assignments due in my classes and there was no way of me getting those assignments done. So I dropped my classes without being penalized. Well, at least I thought I wasn't going to get penalized. Wrong! Since I had dropped out too early, and in the process of that I received my financial refund check, I now in order to return to school I have to pay that refund back! So for now, I won't be attending school anytime soon because the amount is $773.00! Crazy, right? I know! But like I always say, things in life happen for a reason. God for some reason didn't want me to go to school for fall or for next spring. I have no idea why, he just did! And you know what, I'm okay with that! I'm okay that this happened maybe I needed a break or maybe I needed this time off so I can see that I shouldn't take school for granted because it could be gone in a blink of an eye!
Since that I have a lot of time to myself. I kinda like it actually. I just bought Elizabeth Gilbert's new book "The Signature of all things" so far it's an awesome book! I love her books! I mean this one is fiction but it's just something about how she writes it doesn't matter if its fiction or non-fiction you just love it and fall in love with it! She is one of my favorite writers! It would be a dream of mine to meet her one day! Funny thing, I do want to write my own book one day! Even though starting this blog a while back I kinda feel like I've already started writing my book! LOL! I know, I'm such a dreamer its ridiculous! But for real I really do wanna write my own one day! I wanna tell my story for the whole world to read! I wanna write everything has happened to me throughout my whole life! I have no idea why, I just do. I want people to read about my life. I guess because I made it through it all! I'm a stronger and better person because of all the things that happened to me. I guess I also want to write about finding the Lord. My own personal story about finding the Lord and that he is real and people should believe in him! I will do it one day!
I was gonna talk about a couple months back about what happened between my mother and my stepfather but its not worth talking about. All I will say that it was a lesson learned. I will never ask for help from her again because since mine and my step dad's fall out, he will no longer allow my mother to do anything for me! It hurts, it hurts really bad. But you know, its okay because he may think he's winning with all his hate but he's not. He's the one suffering because the Devil loves hate and that's all I have to say about that! Its just sad that my mother has to be subjected to such hate and she chooses her husband over her daughter but again its okay. I've got all the people I need to help me out! I'm grateful and blessed for those people. God has them in my life for a reason and that reason I don't know but I am truly grateful!
So with all of that its very important to have the Lord in your life. He makes things so much better and easier. He brings people in your life that you need to survive and get through your life. He is such a wonderful person to do that. To love us that much, to make sure we are okay, to loves us even though we stray from him!
Until next time, God is the reason for the season! :)
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